Good Girl

Oh she is so good

Wow she is so kind

She is always forgiving

Never tries to put me in line

You see when I come home late

I pretend like I care

My heart feels no worries

She will always be there

When I'm tired from my shenanigans

I don't really feel like a fight

Meekly saying sorry

She forgives, which is right

Today she was crying

It made the home a mess

I don't want to hear this

Why so negative

Good girls sacrifice

Kind when it counts

Heart made of gold

Mind filled with doubts

Yeah I play games

I don't try to know her heart

Cause if she doesn't forgive

Of course it's all her fault

A good girl knows 

that I am always right

See the statistic show

That I will win every fight

See good girls they worry

And kind girls they cry

And when they go "Oh how could they hurt me"

I just shrug or make a sigh

I'm not responsible for your feelings

I'm not responsible for mine

You keep blaming me

It's your fault for not keeping me in line

Her therapist said I was toxic

What right does he have

Looking out for her interests

Oh that's my.....

You want me me to go

You don't want to be nice

I thought you were a good girl

Your therapist found your mind

Oh remember doubt

It was so sweet

Remember your heart

It was all for me

Man I don't need this

See I meant my sorries

You don't know what forgiveness is

I'll go mind my own business

Rolling Pain

Prayers in the background
I wonder what they say

If I stay on this mountain,
Will my worries go away

Will the wind take them
Just as it makes me sway

Far far away
Can I just stay for another day

They say rolling hills
But can mountains roll away

I guess I just won't have worries today
Just as the wind blew the prayers away

Beside Me

If I walk 1 mile
would you.....
slip my comfortable shoes on my feet
Tie the strings light but firm
Match your stride to my smaller one

If I walk 10 miles
would you.....
sing a sweet tune in my ear
make the long day swim in endearment
and go at my weary pace

If I walk 100 miles
would you......
provide a comfortable shoulder
where I can rest my weary soul
counting the miles as we go

If I walk 1000 miles
would you.....
piggyback me when the road is rough
keep my face forward towards the goal
find i dry place to rest and go

1 mile is a day
10 miles is a year
100 miles is a life
1000 miles is forever

1 mile the day I met you
10 miles the day I loved you
100 miles the day I married you
1000 miles the day I meet you above

Coveted

What's the norm

Am I outside of it

Have I grown past it

Is it somewhere far in the sky

Away from me

Again and again

The same old thing

The untouchable

Unreachable

Unspeakably closed

Far off from sight

No more fight

Repeat and Repeat

The same old beat

Unemotional

Unemotionally bound

Unemotionally affected

Emotionally not there

Living emotionally in despair

Over and Over

The same old dream

Unrealistic thought

Perceptions unaligned

Reality benign

Reality an omission

Illusionary disposition

Again and again

Repeat and repeat

Over and Over

The same old thing

The same old beat

The same old dream

Frozen In Time

Mouth covered

Don't be so loud

Ears plugged

No sound

Hear the difference

What's the tone

Is there a voice

Is there a song

Scream loudly

Yet softer still

Silence, Silence, Silence

Deathly still

A tremble

A small shake

Moved to inaction

Lose of fate

Eyes wide

slowly closed

Strong connection

Suddenly froze

Perfection

Hmm

Today, should my heels reach the sky

My waist show a dip

And oh those hips

Yeah, I got hips

Should I show a bright smile

Perfect in a row

Lined in red

The glow

A dip

Perfectly plump

Let's not talk about plump

Oh cause I woman cannot be

Perfectly plump

Perfectly slim

Perfectly trim

But perfectly plump

Chest out

Stomach in

Lips in a perfect pout

Legs that go

And go

And......go

Around you

Past you

Eyes that see through you

Large eyes

Long lashes

Dark eyes

Light eyes

Bright eyes

Blank eyes

Sure blank eyes

Just not smart eyes

Intelligent eyes

Seeing eyes

Legs with a purpuse

Heels to walk

Standing straight

Pout of confidence

Perfect me 

Perfect for you

Perfect maybe

Queen

Should we hug it out
Put it aside
See past our differences
Compromise
Make an agreement
Be agreeable

Let's scream, "Lets make a deal"
Or whisper, "Let's work it out"
"I stand here, you go there"
"We are okay"
"Let's all just be civil"
Let those problems slide away

Cause oh
Ain't that a slippery slippery slope
Or are you a slippery slippery person
Oh, apologies
I forgot to say we
You and I

We can let that slide Clyde
Cause oh
In case you didn't know
Clyde does like to slide
Slippery slippery slide
Slide past .....

Let's say no more
Cause as we were taught
The past is in the past
And there's nothing we can do about it, right
It doesn't matter
Cause its in the past

Be agreeable
Make an agreement
Compromise
See past our differences
Put it aside
Should we hug it out

But it still hurts