Saturday, October 19, 2019

Good Girl

Oh she is so good
Wow she is so kind
She is always forgiving
Never tries to put me in line

You see when I come home late
I pretend like I care
My heart feels no worries
She will always be there

When I'm tired from my shenanigans
I don't really feel like a fight
Meekly saying sorry
She forgives, which is right

Today she was crying
It made the home a mess
I don't want to hear this
Why so negative

Good girls sacrifice
Kind when it counts
Heart made of gold
Mind filled with doubts

Yeah I play games
I don't try to know her heart
Cause if she doesn't forgive
Of course it's all her fault

A good girl knows 
that I am always right
See the statistic show
That I will win every fight

See good girls they worry
And kind girls they cry
And when they go "Oh how could they hurt me"
I just shrug or make a sigh

I'm not responsible for your feelings
I'm not responsible for mine
You keep blaming me
It's your fault for not keeping me in line

Her therapist said I was toxic
What right does he have
Looking out for her interests
Oh that's my.....

You want me me to go
You don't want to be nice
I thought you were a good girl
Your therapist found your mind

Oh remember doubt
It was so sweet
Remember your heart
It was all for me

Man I don't need this
See I meant my sorries
You don't know what forgiveness is
I'll go mind my own business




Monday, July 8, 2019

Rolling Pain

Prayers in the background
I wonder what they say

If I stay on this mountain,
Will my worries go away

Will the wind take them
Just as it makes me sway

Far far away
Can I just stay for another day

They say rolling hills
But can mountains roll away

I guess I just won't have worries today
Just as the wind blew the prayers away